Depression is quite shitty…

Depression is such a shitty experience to go through.

The waves of depression are so intense that it can leave you feeling so unbelievably hopeless.  Even when you try to look at the positive aspects of your life while riding the wave of depression, the intensity of it can be unbearable.  That sinking feeling that the walls are closing in on you and no matter what you do and no matter how hard you try those walls don’t seem to have any other agenda but to squish you so hard that you can’t breathe.

Faith and hope are tested to infinity and beyond.  Seeing your way out of a hopeless situation is nearly impossible.  Not knowing what to do next to ensure that you survive the crisis.  Feeling terribly alone not wanting to burden anyone else with your problems.

Frustrated…

Sad…

Hopeless…

Searching for that small amount of light to seep through the holes in the wall with the knowledge that this too shall pass…

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