Daily Prompt: Erasure
You have the choice to erase one incident from your past, as though it never happened. What would you erase and why?
Trials and tribulations…Lord knows I have had them, am going through some as I write, and will continue to go through them for the rest of my life.
I am a piece of clay that is constantly being molded and remolded with every situation I go through in my life. There are days that I wish I had a different life. Days that I wish I didn’t have to struggle the way that I do. Days that I wish I could shut down and close the doors on everyone and every situation in my life. Even with all of that, I sit here pondering this question and I think to myself, what would I erase? Truth is nothing. I have always said that even though I have been through so much in my life, I think that I have turned out pretty damn alright. I am human and I have my days just like everyone else but overall I truly am a phenomenal woman who has endured and triumphed situations in my life that I’m not exactly sure that others would have made it thus far. The saying goes “what doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger.” I am still alive and breathing and although I can truly say I have had moments in my life that I did not think I could go on another day dealing with certain issues…I did. I survived and lived to tell the story.
Even now I am going through some things in my life that I wish I wasn’t, but no matter what, I know that one day I will look back on these days and realize the strength that I was able to maintain and that is what will make all the difference in the world. Life experiences build character, they make us who we are from the moment we are capable of making our own decisions. Choices that we make lead to outcomes and even the not so great choices ultimately teach us more about ourselves.
I could easily say I would erase self doubt, self defeating thoughts and behaviors, etc. etc. Truthfully there are more times that one that I have felt this way so erasing one event wouldn’t change the fact that there were more events that held similar experiences to follow. Something I have always remembered that someone once said to me is that “life events repeat themselves until they are learned.” The truth in that statement is remarkably true to many events in my life. There are lessons to be learned in every phase of life and if by chance you didn’t get it the first time, second time, or even the third. Rest assured that if it is something that you are meant to grasp, you will indeed cross paths with that lesson as many times as it takes to “get it”.
So with all that said, I say LIVE life, take it all in. The good, the bad, the ugly…own it, truly feel it, and at the finish line stand fast in the knowledge that you ROCKED THAT SHIT!!
Just another day in the life of my thoughts…